Why is it so hard to be obedient to God? Why is it that when I think I know what God is telling me to do I question it? doubt it? I come up with excuses to not follow it? worry about what others will think? (sorry, big t... I am more like you in this area than I like to admit!) read into every little thing too much and end up confusing myself more and more? why do I not just step out in faith? Why is it so hard?
I know that God if faithful, all-knowing, all-powerful, loving. I know that he is NOT a God of confusion or doubt. I know that he has plans for me... good plans. and it frustrates me that I let my pride, doubt, worry, fear, etc... get in the way of those plans. I want so badly to do the right thing. I want so badly to be obedient. but it isn't about what I want. it is all about what God wants.
Jeremiah 29:11-12
"For I know the plans I have for you,"declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you."